yesterday i brought mom to the hospital. today she is dead. i am still trying to understand what has happened and cycle though so many emotions all at once. so much destroyed in such a small window of time… the fragility of life just frightens me to no end at this point.
we were called by a group of people who asked for us to donate some of mom’s bones and skin, which we agreed to, because we felt she would have wanted to help others. her organs were not suitable for donation, but she will be able to help people with cancer, and burn victims.
everything is so very weird right now, and its hard for me to put this into words.