it appears that i have lost the ability to sleep at normal hours like.. at night.. when ben is sleeping. i keep taking these awful naps during the day and when i say goodnight to ben i am stuck wide awake until the early morning hours.
i have read until i am bored, poked at youtube, poked at apps on my ipod, attempted to just lay in silence in the dark… nothing seems to be giving me that lovely sleep that i want. i mean i guess i don’t really need it since i sleep though out the day but it would be nice to sleep at night and be awake during the day since that’s ben’s current driving schedule.
instead i will just sit here, and eat dried apples, and stare at the internet until i’m sick of it.